dont noe why i'm blogging . oh yea . today did eng compo n si han . i did really badly for eng comp -.- n it's freaking graded -.- shit larh ... wanna noe my last paragraph ? it was "knowing that there was something wrong with the pebble , he threw it away and ran away ." i am so smart -.- n there were "guide lines" on how to write the story n dat last line consist of 2/5 of the boxes along the "guide lines" . crap me !!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!! oh yea . i found my partner in chinese . rachel is as lan as me in chinese . seriously suck i tell u ... u can go ask her . coz we did si han today n we sat next to each other :D
kyuhyun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEA !! ALLIE !!!!!!!!!!! MY CHINESE TEACHER LIKES CHOI SIWON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D AHHAHAHAHA !!!!! " I was so lucky to able to meet bed because bed would make me smile by just being near me~ I could find bed even if it goes far away .Because bed is smiling inside of me . " QUOTED FROM KYU . he created a song about Bed !!!!! XD n he followed "believe" the song . i love kyu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n i'm gonna watch MB today !!!!!!!!!! it's freaking starting soon -.- should go now . i love kyu too much !!! XD
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
:D today was fun ! ok . even tho it's only 5 in the afternoon , i had a very fun morning n afternoon !! :D wanna noe wad happened today ? well , i went for breakfast with my uncle , cousin , grandmother , grandaunt (from malaysia) , mum , dad n sis . we went to eat dim sum . yup ! very yummy :D den i was playing with my cousin (i was talking about how shuai kyu is n she's juz listening n laughing n nodding her head . she said eeteuk looked 21 !!! yay fo eeteuk !!) when my uncle suddenly ask if we wanna go seat the flyer :D so i was like "i wanna go !!!!!" den my uncle was like .. ok lorh . let's all go :D den we went to seat the flyer :D damn cool ok !! den we went to the gift shop n there was dis mini flyer . damn cool . n i was like taking pictures when my cousin was like "ehh . no photography leh ." den i was like "really meh ??" den my dad n uncle were like "really !" den i saw the "no photography" sign n i was like "oh shit" but i still got away with it ! haha . den we went into dis glow in the dark place n there were glow in the dark plastic frogs . den my cousin started talking about how to prank my sis with those kind of fake insects n stuff . den we got out of the gift shop n waited for my mum n grandmother n grandaunt downstairs when 2 guys n 2 girls walked by us . den my cousin was like "he was carrying f.t.island sign" den i was "huh ?? who ? who ?" den he pointed to the 2 guys n 2 girls den i looked at them coz i tot they might be f.t.i .. stupid me .. i noe . but muz make sure marh . den when i realized they're not (coz they're too ugly) i asked my cousin wad day was it today n reealized dat 2mrw was their concert in singapore . den afterwards we started talking crap larh . den my parents decided to bring us go watch movie ! with one of my cousin . so my family n dat one cousin went to watch transformers : revenge of the fallen :D damn cool . it was almost 3 hrs long ok .. but it was damn cool !! :D optimus prime :D he died but revived again n fought with his brother , the fallen . damn cool i tell u .. i love it :D lol there was dis little alien who was a decepticon at first but turned into a autobot in the end ! coz he liked the girl . lol . damn cool n funny :D muz go watch ppl !!! yup . dat's about wad happened . oh yea . nearing the end dat time my cousin keep bugging me telling me she wanna go to the toilet . n i told her to wait coz going to end alr n the show ended in like 30 mins time . haha . yup ! dat's wad happened in the morning n afternoon . if l8r got more things happen den i blog again :D byebye ~
Thursday, June 25, 2009
juz went to beverly's blog n watched the kimbum video she posted n i realized dat my smile .. most of the time .. is oso fake .. n i practice how to smile too :D coz last time my smile very ugly one .. n i dunnoe how to smile so one day i went infront of a mirror n started learning how to smile . i even went to look at how celebrities smile n i try smiling like them .. tell me ppl .. did my smile practicing help me or is my smile still as ugly as b4 ? coz until now i still stand infront of a mirror n practice smiling to myself . i'm weird .. n i juz realized dis post is my 100th post ONLY .. i suck .. n i should post more -.-
my cousin say kyuhyun n donghae cant sing coz they were singing a english song n they couldnt pronounce english as good as jessica n taeyeon . but dat's freaking not fair !! i mean .. jessica lived in the states b4 n taeyeon .. she got jessica n tiffany to help her with her english . who did kyu n hae got ? kibum ? i dont even think they noe where kibum is !! not fair ian !! not fair !!! i mean i can hear wad kyu is singing !! n ..well .. hae ... cant really hear much but still cant hear !!! NOT FAIR !!! KYUHYUN AND DONGHAE ARE KOREANS WHO LIVED IN KOREA FOR (I THINK) ALL THEIR LIVES EXCEPT FOR GOING OVERSEAS TO SING KOREAN SONGS UNLIKE JESSICA WHO LIVED IN THE STATES B4 N TAEYEON WHO HAVE JESSICA N TIFFANY TO HELP HER WITH HER PRONOUNCIATION (sp?) !!! NOT FAIR AT ALL !!!!!!!!!!
ok . enough with dat .. snsd's new album coming out :D yay !! :D more nice songs ~ yay !!! -i hear kyu's voice ~ n i'm going crazy !!! :D- ahh !!! should i watch star golden bell tonight ? if i do den i think half way muz off alr -.- my life sucks . -taeyeon's vocals owns .. i dont like jessica -.- no offence sica fans ..- sica is like a princess n wants everything her way .. even her voice sounds like those kind of voice .. haiz .. i've got problems .. plz dont bash me up sica fans .. i mean her voice is powerful .. but there's dis edge in her voice dat makes me pissed . she pronounced inspiration as in-spy-ra-tion ! n it sounded weird .. i'm juz complaining .. :D KYUHYUN OWNS !!! :D i'm retarded !!! :D ahh ~ but kyuhyun is so cute n handsome n .. n .. his voice rocks !! n his bluntness !! omg !! kyuhyun owns his hyungs :D
ok . enough with dat .. snsd's new album coming out :D yay !! :D more nice songs ~ yay !!! -i hear kyu's voice ~ n i'm going crazy !!! :D- ahh !!! should i watch star golden bell tonight ? if i do den i think half way muz off alr -.- my life sucks . -taeyeon's vocals owns .. i dont like jessica -.- no offence sica fans ..- sica is like a princess n wants everything her way .. even her voice sounds like those kind of voice .. haiz .. i've got problems .. plz dont bash me up sica fans .. i mean her voice is powerful .. but there's dis edge in her voice dat makes me pissed . she pronounced inspiration as in-spy-ra-tion ! n it sounded weird .. i'm juz complaining .. :D KYUHYUN OWNS !!! :D i'm retarded !!! :D ahh ~ but kyuhyun is so cute n handsome n .. n .. his voice rocks !! n his bluntness !! omg !! kyuhyun owns his hyungs :D
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
HAPPY B'DAY NICHKHUN ! he's so hot :D -->
watched idol army season 3 ft. SHINee last nite . damn funny . i laugh until stomachache nobody likes key . haha . n his pout is so cute !!! junsu's family loves taemin :D haha !! even tho their own son's a singer too :D the junsu is 2PM's junsu not dbsk's junsu . addicted to into the new world now ... tho it's a old song of snsd , it's still nice :D n snsd's album is coming out !!!! yay !!! their new song not bad leh !!! i wanna see their new looks tho ... my cousin said most of them cute short hair .. including sooyoung ToT ahh .. they're all pretty in any hairstyles anyway .. :D snsd fighting ! hope ur new song oso as good as gee !!! gee gee gee gee ~ :D i cant find my video ... i'm gonna kill youtube i tell u ... argh ! i'm going on a video hunt now !!! byebye ~
HAPPY B'DAY NICHKHUN !!! :D
P.S. taeyeon's vocals rocks XD
Saturday, June 20, 2009
sungmin's sexy dance killed me again XD he is so hot :D n he really looks like a girl :D i think heechul lost his status of prettiest SJ member to sungminie :D haha !!! but sungmin's so hot :D n eunhyuk was juz staring at sungmin in disbelief (sp?) he looked like dis OoO . HAHAHA !!! n shindong was laughing his head off :D kangin was oso staring at him in awe . eeteuk too !!!! u noe why ?? coz sungmin's too pretty :D
sungmin neomu yeapon ~ :D
ahhh ~ but sungmin's really pretty n .... i'm gonna get myself killed again coz i'm gonna go watch his dance again :D
oh yea !! today i came home after dinner under the rain ! damn cool ! felt like i was in genting :D it was really damn cooling .. but the rain drops could be quite irritating . but other den dat , it was damn cool !!! let's juz pray dat i dont get sick ... hahaha !!! i should go take my temperature ... yay ~ i'm fine ~ i think ... yup ! i'm fine ~ 36.8 only :D yay !! it means dat i can go n run in the rain again ~
sungmin neomu yeapon ~ :D
ahhh ~ but sungmin's really pretty n .... i'm gonna get myself killed again coz i'm gonna go watch his dance again :D
oh yea !! today i came home after dinner under the rain ! damn cool ! felt like i was in genting :D it was really damn cooling .. but the rain drops could be quite irritating . but other den dat , it was damn cool !!! let's juz pray dat i dont get sick ... hahaha !!! i should go take my temperature ... yay ~ i'm fine ~ i think ... yup ! i'm fine ~ 36.8 only :D yay !! it means dat i can go n run in the rain again ~
Friday, June 19, 2009
allie and i are NOT talking coz of a guy . and b4 u even think it's the one-boy-and-two-best-friends-fighting-over-him dat kind of situation it's not . TOTALLY NOT . it's actually me trying to make her NOT like the guy .. i mean no offence larh .. he's not even dat good looking . N BECOZ OF DAT , we're not talking . how great is dat !? becoz of a BOY . i didnt thought dat DAT would happen b4 ! i mean seriously ! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's not even gonna talk about jaejoong with me !!! i mean her husband oso dont wanna talk about ! she wants to talk to about boy who's not even half as handsome as kim jaejoong . ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not gonna talk to her if she talks about dat guy . she can talk about ANYTHING , BUT dat boy . coz .. i dunnoe why , but it pisses me off . i'll only talk to her about dat boy IF , they did the nasty , they kissed , she punched him (<-- somehow highly reconmended (sp?) by me) , or he confessed to her or something (<-- highly NOT reconmended (sp?) by me) . yup ! she said she'll get over him in 2 weeks time . but dat's like forever !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!! ALLIE !!!!!!!!!!! GO BACK TO JAE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D: I FEEL SO ... SO ... SO ... SO ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
ahh ... was watching dbsk shows .. i'm somehow watching their shows to pass time coz i think i watched all of sj's subbed shows alr -.- n i'm getting bored .. coz dbsk is boring .. no offences dudes or dudettes .. i mean i love dbsk and all but sj is funnier compared to dbsk . i mean dbsk can be funny sometimes but sj is still the funniest ! sj fighting ! :D yea .. anyways , was watching dbsk show and i was watching star king . quite some time ago one .. when jae still had black hair n looked smoking hot :D yea .. they were like competing against dis group called dbsk in 40s . they're a dance group with members at the age of 40s . but they dance until damn good . yea .. anyways , the dbsk in 40s had to do stunts to make the audience go "wooooo ~ !!!" or "kyaaaaaaa ~~~" but all dbsk had to do was show the audience jae's face and they all start woooooo-ing and kyaaaaaaa-ing ... AND SCREAMING . damn weird .. n damn funny . ahh .. but it juz comes to a conclusion dat jae is hot . haha . but jae IS hot . i love jae !! but i love kyu MORE !!! the pic is JAE btw .. for those who dont noe .. he's so hot XD
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
heyyy !!! blogger is letting me post !!! for once !!! yay ~
since i'm in a good mood , i shall tell u wad happened 2 days ago :D
2 days ago was rachael's 13 b'day !! yay !! she's as old as me now XD ok .. went to meet her at amk mrt station first . she was a bit late but nvm larh . she's b'day girl . we den took the mrt to go meet allie . i was dragging dis damn big paper bag with me , thks to allie , and still got a parcel in my bag . and rachael was asking wad dat was and i told he rit was kpop stuff but the stuff in my bag was jpop stuff and she wanted to see it and den she started searching for ryutaro in the magazine ... and she found him !! yamada is soooo short T.T .. anyways , she started flipping thru the magazine and she saw yamapi and she was like "Oo ohh !! isnt dis the ... the ... the ... the yamapi guy ??!!" and den i was like "yea .." n she started flipping thru again . den , she saw matsujun . and she was like "OH ! doumyoji (sp?)" and i was like "yea .. matsujun .." and den she was looking at nino n she was like "he's so cute !!" den she did the same to ryo too . ok . den we went to douhby ghaut (sp?) yea .. to meet allie . she was late . she ALWAYS is . anyway , at the "teet-teet" thingy , allie thought her kino card was her ezlink . ok . den she started complaining about how heavy her kpop stuff are . too bad :D who ask u buy so many at once . den we went to the cathy to watch movie ! oh wait ! at first nobody noe how to get there T.T all thks to the b'day girl , rachael . anyways , we got there safely anyways . we den went to buy movie tickets . i was whining about which movie to watch . rachael wanted to watch Hannah Montana Movie . but me and allie wanted to watch drag me to hell . AT FIRST . but after seeing the trailer , allie freaking backed out . -.- not fair . den the transformers trailer came out n i was like "OHH !! i wanna watch dat !" den allie was like it wasnt out yet . and den i started saying i wanted to watcha lot of shows . but the one show i really really really wanna watch was blood : the last vampire . but it's freaking m18 . go and die producer . the rated it m18 becoz of the horror and voilence contents . go and die producer . in the end , we watched Hannah Montana Movie anyways . i was the one to buy the tickets . they made me buy it -.- ok . anyways , bot it and blah blah blah . we den went to eat . ok . they ate i only drink and stole food from rachael . but i started sending my songs n everything from allie's fone . they made me order the food AGAIN . argh . den after eating , we went to buy popcorn . we shared . one big one . i ordered the popcorn and drinks AGAIN . den we went into the cinema about 10 mins earlier becoz we got nothing to do . den since we were the only one in there , i started shouting i hate hannah montana n den suddenly , people appeared and i was like shit ... ok . anyways , i was still sending stuff from allie's fone dat part u can go allie's blog and read . and rachael WAS hyperventilating when dat travis guy appears on screen . she'll start clapping her hands and SQUEALING . really SQUEALING . ahh . den afterwards we were like going out of the building dat time , dis lady went up to allie and rachael coz i was walking ahead of them and started saying some stuff to them . being the "kind" people they are , they actually listened -.- i den went up to them n said sorry to the woman n dragged them away haha . allie said i was evil :D yup . den we went to kino , bot rachael her prezzie den to taka and bot her prezzie again . den went to rachael's grandmother's hse to eat . den rushed to rachael's hse coz likshi was there den sent allie to mrt station . den we went to night safari and i freaked out a little . i keep saying i'm scared coz i was with rachael XD den charissa came :D and she kept complaining about her school . den we went to buy tickets . FINALLY it was charissa who bot it n not me :D we went on the tram ride :D n thankfully , i wasnt sitting at the corners :D rachael and likshi was tho .. DEN , in the middle of the ride , my fone started ringing and it was damn quiet ok !! n i was like "shit shit shit" n dat happened thks to who , thks to my beloved allie . thks ALOT allie . ok . anyways , we saw lots of animals :D argh , i feel like skipping the suspended bridge part .. but in short , it was damn dark , the bridge was damn shaky and i was sticking to charissa while walking the bridge . ok . den we went to watch a show . the animals were damn cute :D really really cute :D ok . den they ate ben and jerry's . i didnt eat . coz i didnt noe wad to eat . rachael made me ask her order coz she said she have a phobia of ordering -.- well anyways , i ordered for her and while i was paying the money , the stupid guy behind the counter called me m'am . m i dat OLD looking !? argh !!! den we went home . charissa took the bus while rachael's mum offered to drive me home . ok . dat's wad happened . :D now i can go watch my show ~ byebye ~~
since i'm in a good mood , i shall tell u wad happened 2 days ago :D
2 days ago was rachael's 13 b'day !! yay !! she's as old as me now XD ok .. went to meet her at amk mrt station first . she was a bit late but nvm larh . she's b'day girl . we den took the mrt to go meet allie . i was dragging dis damn big paper bag with me , thks to allie , and still got a parcel in my bag . and rachael was asking wad dat was and i told he rit was kpop stuff but the stuff in my bag was jpop stuff and she wanted to see it and den she started searching for ryutaro in the magazine ... and she found him !! yamada is soooo short T.T .. anyways , she started flipping thru the magazine and she saw yamapi and she was like "Oo ohh !! isnt dis the ... the ... the ... the yamapi guy ??!!" and den i was like "yea .." n she started flipping thru again . den , she saw matsujun . and she was like "OH ! doumyoji (sp?)" and i was like "yea .. matsujun .." and den she was looking at nino n she was like "he's so cute !!" den she did the same to ryo too . ok . den we went to douhby ghaut (sp?) yea .. to meet allie . she was late . she ALWAYS is . anyway , at the "teet-teet" thingy , allie thought her kino card was her ezlink . ok . den she started complaining about how heavy her kpop stuff are . too bad :D who ask u buy so many at once . den we went to the cathy to watch movie ! oh wait ! at first nobody noe how to get there T.T all thks to the b'day girl , rachael . anyways , we got there safely anyways . we den went to buy movie tickets . i was whining about which movie to watch . rachael wanted to watch Hannah Montana Movie . but me and allie wanted to watch drag me to hell . AT FIRST . but after seeing the trailer , allie freaking backed out . -.- not fair . den the transformers trailer came out n i was like "OHH !! i wanna watch dat !" den allie was like it wasnt out yet . and den i started saying i wanted to watcha lot of shows . but the one show i really really really wanna watch was blood : the last vampire . but it's freaking m18 . go and die producer . the rated it m18 becoz of the horror and voilence contents . go and die producer . in the end , we watched Hannah Montana Movie anyways . i was the one to buy the tickets . they made me buy it -.- ok . anyways , bot it and blah blah blah . we den went to eat . ok . they ate i only drink and stole food from rachael . but i started sending my songs n everything from allie's fone . they made me order the food AGAIN . argh . den after eating , we went to buy popcorn . we shared . one big one . i ordered the popcorn and drinks AGAIN . den we went into the cinema about 10 mins earlier becoz we got nothing to do . den since we were the only one in there , i started shouting i hate hannah montana n den suddenly , people appeared and i was like shit ... ok . anyways , i was still sending stuff from allie's fone dat part u can go allie's blog and read . and rachael WAS hyperventilating when dat travis guy appears on screen . she'll start clapping her hands and SQUEALING . really SQUEALING . ahh . den afterwards we were like going out of the building dat time , dis lady went up to allie and rachael coz i was walking ahead of them and started saying some stuff to them . being the "kind" people they are , they actually listened -.- i den went up to them n said sorry to the woman n dragged them away haha . allie said i was evil :D yup . den we went to kino , bot rachael her prezzie den to taka and bot her prezzie again . den went to rachael's grandmother's hse to eat . den rushed to rachael's hse coz likshi was there den sent allie to mrt station . den we went to night safari and i freaked out a little . i keep saying i'm scared coz i was with rachael XD den charissa came :D and she kept complaining about her school . den we went to buy tickets . FINALLY it was charissa who bot it n not me :D we went on the tram ride :D n thankfully , i wasnt sitting at the corners :D rachael and likshi was tho .. DEN , in the middle of the ride , my fone started ringing and it was damn quiet ok !! n i was like "shit shit shit" n dat happened thks to who , thks to my beloved allie . thks ALOT allie . ok . anyways , we saw lots of animals :D argh , i feel like skipping the suspended bridge part .. but in short , it was damn dark , the bridge was damn shaky and i was sticking to charissa while walking the bridge . ok . den we went to watch a show . the animals were damn cute :D really really cute :D ok . den they ate ben and jerry's . i didnt eat . coz i didnt noe wad to eat . rachael made me ask her order coz she said she have a phobia of ordering -.- well anyways , i ordered for her and while i was paying the money , the stupid guy behind the counter called me m'am . m i dat OLD looking !? argh !!! den we went home . charissa took the bus while rachael's mum offered to drive me home . ok . dat's wad happened . :D now i can go watch my show ~ byebye ~~
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
ALLIE I'M SOOOOOOOOO SORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WENT TO MALAYSIA TODAY AND DIDNT TELL U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOO SORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT HATE ME OK !!!!!!! N I'M NOT IGNORING U !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEE !!! I UPDATED !!! DONT BE MAD AT ME K !!!!!!!!!!!
oh my crap .. i think i'm dead or something ... went to malaysia today and didnt tell anybody . but u CANT blame me . it was last minute decision i think .. and i was damn grumpy thru the whole trip so i didnt feel like buying stuff . save money :D ahh ~ yesterday was fun :D dont feel like describing . too bad . wait until 2mrw or something ... hahaha .
ARGH !!!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOO SORRY ALLIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO GUILTY T.T I'M SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my crap .. i think i'm dead or something ... went to malaysia today and didnt tell anybody . but u CANT blame me . it was last minute decision i think .. and i was damn grumpy thru the whole trip so i didnt feel like buying stuff . save money :D ahh ~ yesterday was fun :D dont feel like describing . too bad . wait until 2mrw or something ... hahaha .
ARGH !!!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOO SORRY ALLIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO GUILTY T.T I'M SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
sungmin's so cute >.<> yes !! i can finally blog !! i'm hungry !!! and i cant choose !!! n i feel like killing allie !!! n i miss beverly !!!!!!!!!!! and it's freaking 11.15 alr !! i muz hurry post and go sleep ..
let's get on to my first topic den , i can finally blog .. i tell u blogger have a grudge against me ok .. i was waiting for blogger to load from 8 pm until now ok . and i'm NOT exagerating . it finally loaded and i'm so freaking happy !!!
ok ~ next topic , i'm hungry !!! i'm hungry coz my sis tried killing me by adding salt to my dinner and it was so freaking salty ok !!! i was like drying the noodles b4 eating it . i thought of rinsing it under watre b4 eating it but dat's juz sick so i dried my noodles b4 eating it . but i got lazy n in the end , threw my food away . so now , i'm starving !!! go and die stupid sister of mine who wants to kill me !!!
next topic !!! HAHA ! my favourite topic XD i cant choose !!! wad cant i choose ? oh yea ! who's hotter ? jaejoong ? junsu ? sungmin ? jaejoong coz of his looks ... he's so sexy ok !!! ask allie !! she'll say he's the most handsome and sexy guy on earth . junsu coz of his voice . his voice killed me but i managed to revived . junsu's voice rocks and he looks so sexy dancing , drenched in his own sweat too :D dat sounds sick ... anyways , junsu is sexy while dancing and his voice is oso sexy !!! sungmin coz of his dance ... he danced to seo inyoung's song ... forgot the name ... dressed as a girl !!! he is so hot ok !!! it's not fair dat dis world have guys who are PRETTIER den girls ... NOT FAIR !!! but i still love sungminie anyway :D ... so who to choose ??? OH I NOE !!!! CHO KYUHYUN !!! HE IS SEXY WHILE DANCING AND SINGING AND HE LOOKS SEXY TOO !!! YAY !!! I CHOSE ALR !!! ok ... retarded .. next topic ..
I FEEL LIKE KILLING ALLIE !!!!!!!!!!!! she ordered so god damn many things , which i totally love , but it's still too many !!! i mean the k-pop stuff ALONE came in a box ok !!! a BOX !!! den still got her j-pop stuff and her posters !!! omg ... and dat's juz 1 of the reasonS ... next reason . she freaking woke me up at 8.30 in the morning coz she's bored !!! and i slept at 12.30 last nite !!! 3rd reason . she's dumping me n not going to rachael's b'day party !!!!! ARGH !!!!! 4th reason . she dumped me today and didnt go online coz she was at her cousin's chalet . but i dont blame her for reason 3 and 4 coz the reason is damn lame ... BUT i really wanna kill her for reason 1 and 2 !!!!! but i still love her anyway ... ok ! NEXT !
I MISS BEVERLY !!!!!!!!!!!!! quick come back to singapore beverly !!! hurry !!!!! talked to her on msn juz now . she was quite ok .. cant really tell if she's happy or not .. but i'm happy to have talked to her !!!!! :D omg !!! i miss her so much !!!!!!!! she was scared i was leaving singapore den it would be her turn to miss me XD haha ! ahh !! anyways !!! i miss her !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
crap -.- 11.30 alr . ok .. i need to sleep .. mum might come home any moment .. shit . ARGH !!! ALLIE !!! DONT WAKE ME UP AT 8.30 AM 2MRW MORNING OK !!!! SMS ME AFTER 10 AM !!!! OR I'LL KILL U !!!!!!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
1. Real name: Abigail Toh
2. Nickname: do i need to give credits ? maybe i should .. darling (beverly and STUPID allie *hmph*) , mrs kyuhyun (STUPID allie) , abi toh (almost everybody i noe) , jia jing (my grandmother) , jing ah (my mum sometimes) , abigail (teachers and not so close frens) , STUPID abi toh (new nickname credits to STUPID allie :P)
3. Star sign: pisces :D i'm a fish :D
4. Male or female: Female and curently hating it -.-
5. Primary school: St Nicks
6. Secondary school: St Nicks
7. JC/Poly: i'm only 13 :D
8. Hair color: black ? dark brown under the sun :D
9. Tall or short: short . VERY short . 155 :D
10. Loud or quiet: loud AND quiet . depends on the atmosphere .
11. Sweats or jeans: jeans . DUH .
12. Phone or camera: Phone. MY BABY! (quoted from allie who quoted from me *i cant believe u still remembers dat*)
13. Health freak: no way . but i eat veggies ocassionaly (sp?) :D
14. Drink or smoke: i drAnk b4 .. nvr smoked b4 . i like drinking :D juz drank yesterday :D one sip only haha .
15. Do you have a crush on someone: nope . I'M NOT LES but i prefer boys as frens only :D
16. Eat or drink: eat AND drink
17. Piercings: i want mine !! but my mum keeps forgeting -.-
18. Tattoos: fake one den got larh . real one den dont have :D i'm scared of pain :D
Have you ever ;
19. Been in a airplane: duh ..
20. Been in a relationship: nope . i dont like being stuck to a person only .
21: Been in a car accident: nope .
22. Been in a fist fight: nope . i'm guai ok ..
First ;
23. First piercing: havent yet . but maybe dis year :D so .. when i'm 13 .
24. First best friend: beverly !!!! (come back to singapore !!!! i miss u !!!) and allie who keeps calling me stupid coz i called her stupid .
25 : First award : erh ... forgot liao .
26. First crush: no crush at all . i told u i dont like boys as boyfriends and i'm not les !!!
27. First vacation: Genting :D when i was still in my mum's stomach :D hahaha !!
Last ;
28. Last person you talked to: mum . she juz called -.-
29. Last person to texted to: .my piano teacher :D
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: my parents and sister .
32. Last food you ate: erh ... rice and meat and tofu .. yea . it was last nite's dinner . i didnt eat breakfast today .
33. Last movie you watched : night in the museum 2 . it's damn funny .
34. Last song you listened to : neorago (coz it rocks :D) and wish (coz i'm freaking addicted to junsu's voice -.-)
35. Last thing you bought: allie and fion's presents
36. Last person you hugged: my witty baby cousin !! she's so cute !!! :D
Favourites ;
37. Food: anything edible and taste good .
38. Drinks: currently , bubble tea and plain ice water .
39. Clothing: erh .. anything i'm comfortable in .
40. Books: MARKED (the whole series)
41. Song: currently , WISH . blame junsu and kyuhyun . but put more of the blame on junsu .
42. Flower: i have no feelings towards flowers .
43. Colors: purple , pink and blue and black
44. Movies: no idea ...
45. Phrase: "my momma told me" AHHAHAHAHA !!!
46. Subjects: history . and it's NOT becoz of mr tan . it's becoz i find it interesting .
Done any before ;
47. Kissed in the snow: yup . in fake snow . i kissed my baby cousin :D
48. Celebrated Halloween: yup . without the costumes and everything tho ...
49. Have your heart broken: nope . i dont even have a crush b4 ...
50. Went over the minutes on your cell phone: nope . coz i always make allie call me !! haha .
51. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: erm . no ?
52. Came out of the closest: yup . i was seeing if i fit into my own closet :D
53. Gotten pregnant: NOPE . DONT LIKE BOYS AS BOYFRIENDS ~
54. Has an abortion: nope .
55. Done something you’ve regretted: DUH !! so many times liao ..
56. broke a promise: too many to count .
57. Hid a secret: ... no secrets to hide ..
58. Pretended to be happy: duh .
59. Met someone who changed your life: can i say myself ?
60. Pretended to be sick: yup . and i really fell sick after dat .
61. Left the country: yup . duh !!
62. Tried something you normally wouldn’t try: like wad ?
63. Cried over the silliest thing: nope . i'm not the type who likes to cry .
64. Ran a mile: yea ...
65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): nope . i dont like the beach .
66. Stayed single the whole year: yup . i stayed single for 12 years alr ..
67. Eating: nope
68. Drinking: nope . my saliva ?
69. I’m about to: go crazy from missing beverly -.-
70. Listening to: me telling me how much i miss beverly
71. Plans for tomorrow: erh .. dunnoe leh .
72. Waiting for: beverly to come back !!!!!
73. Want kids: NO WAY !
74. Want to get married: NOPE ! NOT EVEN TO KYUHYUN !
75. Careers in mind: surgeon(sp?) ! plastic surgeon ! forensic scientist ! :D accountant (sp?) :D
76. (Part 1) Which is better, girl or boy: boy lorh ..
(Part 2) Lips or eyes: wad do i see in kyu ? erh ... oh yea ! his voice and body ! lol . lips i guess .
78. Romantic or spontaneous: erh .. both ?
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice BODY :D
80. Sensitive or loud: both
81. Hook-up or relationship: anything . doesnt matter anyway .
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: erh ... dunnoe leh ..
Have you ever ;
83. Lost glasses/contacts: DUH !!
84. Ran away from home: Nope . i dont wanna leave my ATM (my mum and dad) hahaha !!
85. Hold a gun or knife for self defense: erm .. fake gun ? hehe ..
87. Broken someone’s heart: dunnoe leh .. allie's ? haha .
88. Been arrested: Nope!
89. Cried when someone died: no . i'm cold blooded :D
Do you believe in ;
90. Yourself: no .
91. Miracles: no .
92. Love at first sight: no .
93. Heaven: maybe ..
94. Santa Claus: no way .
95. Sex on first date: erh ... no .
96. Kiss on the first date: nope :D
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: YES !! BEVERLY YIP !
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: no . i dont like my life at all . it sucks .
2. Nickname: do i need to give credits ? maybe i should .. darling (beverly and STUPID allie *hmph*) , mrs kyuhyun (STUPID allie) , abi toh (almost everybody i noe) , jia jing (my grandmother) , jing ah (my mum sometimes) , abigail (teachers and not so close frens) , STUPID abi toh (new nickname credits to STUPID allie :P)
3. Star sign: pisces :D i'm a fish :D
4. Male or female: Female and curently hating it -.-
5. Primary school: St Nicks
6. Secondary school: St Nicks
7. JC/Poly: i'm only 13 :D
8. Hair color: black ? dark brown under the sun :D
9. Tall or short: short . VERY short . 155 :D
10. Loud or quiet: loud AND quiet . depends on the atmosphere .
11. Sweats or jeans: jeans . DUH .
12. Phone or camera: Phone. MY BABY! (quoted from allie who quoted from me *i cant believe u still remembers dat*)
13. Health freak: no way . but i eat veggies ocassionaly (sp?) :D
14. Drink or smoke: i drAnk b4 .. nvr smoked b4 . i like drinking :D juz drank yesterday :D one sip only haha .
15. Do you have a crush on someone: nope . I'M NOT LES but i prefer boys as frens only :D
16. Eat or drink: eat AND drink
17. Piercings: i want mine !! but my mum keeps forgeting -.-
18. Tattoos: fake one den got larh . real one den dont have :D i'm scared of pain :D
Have you ever ;
19. Been in a airplane: duh ..
20. Been in a relationship: nope . i dont like being stuck to a person only .
21: Been in a car accident: nope .
22. Been in a fist fight: nope . i'm guai ok ..
First ;
23. First piercing: havent yet . but maybe dis year :D so .. when i'm 13 .
24. First best friend: beverly !!!! (come back to singapore !!!! i miss u !!!) and allie who keeps calling me stupid coz i called her stupid .
25 : First award : erh ... forgot liao .
26. First crush: no crush at all . i told u i dont like boys as boyfriends and i'm not les !!!
27. First vacation: Genting :D when i was still in my mum's stomach :D hahaha !!
Last ;
28. Last person you talked to: mum . she juz called -.-
29. Last person to texted to: .my piano teacher :D
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: my parents and sister .
32. Last food you ate: erh ... rice and meat and tofu .. yea . it was last nite's dinner . i didnt eat breakfast today .
33. Last movie you watched : night in the museum 2 . it's damn funny .
34. Last song you listened to : neorago (coz it rocks :D) and wish (coz i'm freaking addicted to junsu's voice -.-)
35. Last thing you bought: allie and fion's presents
36. Last person you hugged: my witty baby cousin !! she's so cute !!! :D
Favourites ;
37. Food: anything edible and taste good .
38. Drinks: currently , bubble tea and plain ice water .
39. Clothing: erh .. anything i'm comfortable in .
40. Books: MARKED (the whole series)
41. Song: currently , WISH . blame junsu and kyuhyun . but put more of the blame on junsu .
42. Flower: i have no feelings towards flowers .
43. Colors: purple , pink and blue and black
44. Movies: no idea ...
45. Phrase: "my momma told me" AHHAHAHAHA !!!
46. Subjects: history . and it's NOT becoz of mr tan . it's becoz i find it interesting .
Done any before ;
47. Kissed in the snow: yup . in fake snow . i kissed my baby cousin :D
48. Celebrated Halloween: yup . without the costumes and everything tho ...
49. Have your heart broken: nope . i dont even have a crush b4 ...
50. Went over the minutes on your cell phone: nope . coz i always make allie call me !! haha .
51. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: erm . no ?
52. Came out of the closest: yup . i was seeing if i fit into my own closet :D
53. Gotten pregnant: NOPE . DONT LIKE BOYS AS BOYFRIENDS ~
54. Has an abortion: nope .
55. Done something you’ve regretted: DUH !! so many times liao ..
56. broke a promise: too many to count .
57. Hid a secret: ... no secrets to hide ..
58. Pretended to be happy: duh .
59. Met someone who changed your life: can i say myself ?
60. Pretended to be sick: yup . and i really fell sick after dat .
61. Left the country: yup . duh !!
62. Tried something you normally wouldn’t try: like wad ?
63. Cried over the silliest thing: nope . i'm not the type who likes to cry .
64. Ran a mile: yea ...
65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): nope . i dont like the beach .
66. Stayed single the whole year: yup . i stayed single for 12 years alr ..
67. Eating: nope
68. Drinking: nope . my saliva ?
69. I’m about to: go crazy from missing beverly -.-
70. Listening to: me telling me how much i miss beverly
71. Plans for tomorrow: erh .. dunnoe leh .
72. Waiting for: beverly to come back !!!!!
73. Want kids: NO WAY !
74. Want to get married: NOPE ! NOT EVEN TO KYUHYUN !
75. Careers in mind: surgeon(sp?) ! plastic surgeon ! forensic scientist ! :D accountant (sp?) :D
76. (Part 1) Which is better, girl or boy: boy lorh ..
(Part 2) Lips or eyes: wad do i see in kyu ? erh ... oh yea ! his voice and body ! lol . lips i guess .
78. Romantic or spontaneous: erh .. both ?
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice BODY :D
80. Sensitive or loud: both
81. Hook-up or relationship: anything . doesnt matter anyway .
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: erh ... dunnoe leh ..
Have you ever ;
83. Lost glasses/contacts: DUH !!
84. Ran away from home: Nope . i dont wanna leave my ATM (my mum and dad) hahaha !!
85. Hold a gun or knife for self defense: erm .. fake gun ? hehe ..
87. Broken someone’s heart: dunnoe leh .. allie's ? haha .
88. Been arrested: Nope!
89. Cried when someone died: no . i'm cold blooded :D
Do you believe in ;
90. Yourself: no .
91. Miracles: no .
92. Love at first sight: no .
93. Heaven: maybe ..
94. Santa Claus: no way .
95. Sex on first date: erh ... no .
96. Kiss on the first date: nope :D
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: YES !! BEVERLY YIP !
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: no . i dont like my life at all . it sucks .
went out yesterday with shannon :D walked for 3 hours . leg damn pain . my big toe was numb ok . went to j8 first den went to orchard . got allie's and fion's presents :D yay !! now muz go and get RACHAEL's present :D dunnoe wad to get her at all .. if she liked korean guys dat'll be easier . but she like , ryutaro . damn it . aish .. ok . den went to grandma's hse , ate , watched tv , played with my very witty baby cousin den came home . den went to shannon's hse , passed fion her present , watched ehb , laughed like siao until my stomach hurt , den talked for awhile , came home den i watched entertainment weekly . den went to read my book until 12 plus ? almost 1 alr den listened to my music den i went to sleep at 1 plus . i'm so pro k .. den in the morning , woke up at 9 for paino lesson . n i was yawning throughout the whole lesson . haha . ok . dat's all for yesterday and today . quite .. boring (?) from the way i described it but it was quite fun :D haha .
Friday, June 5, 2009
why do i have dis feeling ? it's not loneliness , nor issit scaredness , neither issit heartache . the constent tugging at my heart , whenever i'm enjoying myself . U will always pop up into my mind , taunting me , threatening me , laughing at me , never once letting me enjoy myself . always making me worry over U . trapped and helpless , i feel like breaking down , telling myself dont worry , dat it's all over , but no , i cant .. can i ? of coz i cant . if i did dat , i would let everyone down and den , it wouldnt be the first time anymore . mum would be sad , dad would be sad , everybody would be sad and me ? i'll be overwhelmed by guilt . guilt of why i didnt do the right thing earlier . guilt of why i let them down again . guilt of why i didnt listen to U . life sucks doesnt it ? yea .. life truely sucks . i wish U didnt come into my life before . others find u loveable but not to me . U're the one i hate most in the world . why did i even invite U into my life in the first place ? all i did was invite more trouble into my alr troublesome life . and now u want to take my happiness away , like taking away my feedom wasnt enough . dont u think it's time to stop ? or do u want to torment me until i die ?
oh god , help me . plz . i'm begging u .
oh god , help me . plz . i'm begging u .
have been listening to [she wants it] by super junior and whenever it comes to kyu's part , i'll either crack up or juz start grinning like mad . wanna noe why ? coz of "my momma told me" :D no idea why but when kyu says "my momma told me" , it juz sounds plain weird . no offense my dear kyuhyun . but i guess .. I DONT NOE !! IT JUZ SOUNDS FREAKING WEIRD ! weird as in good weird dat weird .. not bad weird dat weird .. but good weird dat weird .. AHHAHAHAHA !!! but it's not a bad song . juz dat "my momma told me" dat part cracks me up . other den dat everything rocks :D i love super junior :D :D :D but kibum hurry and come back or i'll go kick ur ass !!! like they say , super junior looks at their best only when 13 of them are present :D i mean now they look absolutely handsome and cute and cool etc. but with kibum back den it'll feel proper :D KIM KIBUM !! GO BACK TO KOREA NOW !!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
:D i havent been posting for quite some time liao .. so i decided to post now !!! :D
OH ! btw , shannon smsed me last nite and told me dat F.T.Island is coming to singapore :D :D :D i went to check alr . they said dat they are gonna come on 27th june (-.- one day only ..) at 3pm at Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation (no freaking idea where it is) and the tickets are sold at S$100 (so EX !!!) and they are only going to sell 800 tickets . and shannon told me on the first day half of the tickets are alr gone T.T so .. i think now got no chance of buying it alr .. haha . after F.T.Island's concert , if it's successful , they plan to invite more korean singers to singapore :D like SS501 , WONDER GIRLS , etc. so .. ppl who are rich go support F.T.Island !!! :D hahaha
like i told u , shannon smsed me about it rite , as we continued smsing , we ended up talking about SUJU :D and i found out that her favourite member is EUNHYUK :D she said it's coz of his stinky feet XD hahaha !! lol . i'm gonna go hunt for videos alr !! byebye !!
I LOVE CHO KYUHYUN AND KIM RYEOWOOK !!! :D
OH ! btw , shannon smsed me last nite and told me dat F.T.Island is coming to singapore :D :D :D i went to check alr . they said dat they are gonna come on 27th june (-.- one day only ..) at 3pm at Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation (no freaking idea where it is) and the tickets are sold at S$100 (so EX !!!) and they are only going to sell 800 tickets . and shannon told me on the first day half of the tickets are alr gone T.T so .. i think now got no chance of buying it alr .. haha . after F.T.Island's concert , if it's successful , they plan to invite more korean singers to singapore :D like SS501 , WONDER GIRLS , etc. so .. ppl who are rich go support F.T.Island !!! :D hahaha
like i told u , shannon smsed me about it rite , as we continued smsing , we ended up talking about SUJU :D and i found out that her favourite member is EUNHYUK :D she said it's coz of his stinky feet XD hahaha !! lol . i'm gonna go hunt for videos alr !! byebye !!
I LOVE CHO KYUHYUN AND KIM RYEOWOOK !!! :D
